Get out of my house! Get out!

I haven't had ANY freaky-scary dreams in a couple of weeks... not that I remember, anyway.

Last night, I could not get comfortable, and I couldn't sleep. I kinda blame the 2-hour nap Gabe & I had when I got home.

I remember seeing something wavy in the air and telling it to leave.

Then I turned over and "went back to sleep" ... only to wake up with no voice to scream with... Eventually, something came out so at the top of my lungs - "GET OUT!!! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!"

This happened a couple times. I don't know what or who I was yelling at, but it felt like something/someone was trying to get in... In where, though? My apartment? My head? I felt scared but not to the point where I was shaking when I did finally wake up.

Gabe asked if I wanted him closer, and yes, I most definitely did. I sleep better when I'm touching him or when he's holding me. So he rearranged my body pillow, and I turned over and got comfy. His arms around me, I felt safe and cozy, and eventually drifted off... then I "woke up" screaming again - starting with no voice, just as before... but this time, it took longer to get my voice back. That angered me, and I put more force into screaming...

I don't understand WTF is going on here. There's nothing I find threatening in the apartment.

Gabe told me that there's a spirit trying to attach herself to me, but she's finding it difficult because I am resisting and because I have no idea where Serena (my crystal) is ... I know she's somewhere IN the apartment. Now, I did try to reach out to this spirit and tell her to come into my dreams to communicate...and I asked her to put on a familiar face... but I can't help but wonder if that was her that was scaring me. I wouldn't think so, as she, through Gabe, told me that she's here for me and the baby... just as James is there for Gabe and the baby.

I can't deal with more dreams like that...